I would hug him and tell him I’m sorry, that I forgive him too. That I miss him, and that everyone else does as well. And hug him again.
Cornix… he’s very sweet to me, and a good person. I quite like him.
Name Four Things That You Wish You Had: cooking skills, more needles, a fan in my den, my best friend back.
Name Four Scents You Love: right before it rains, jasmine, meat cooking, clean laundry
Name Four Things You Did Today: planted books in Dom’s favorite places, read, patrolled, worked out
What is your current relationship status?: um….dating?
What is your sexual orientation? I’m pretty sure I’m straight.
what sort of people do you like, as far as what their interests are in life? Intelligent, quiet, like classical music. Ambitious in their work, but not greedy.
what physical traits do you look for in a potential interest? deep eyes. a nice voice… I like taller men, though that’s pretty easy considering I’m fairly short.
what kind of fashion-sense attracts you? *shrugs* I like older fashions, that’s just what I was “raised” around
what kind of hair style do you find attractive on a potential mate?
um… I don’t care as long as it’s well kept
what is the usual age range you look at? ………I’m 300, I don’t really care
what traits turn you off?
Rashness. Idiocy….. No filter on thoughts
do you prefer to date various people or do you pretty much fall into monogamous relationships quickly? well, until one asks me out specifically, I go on dates with whomever I please, seeing as I’m not his girlfriend. Gotta be specific with those things.
are you afraid to ask people out on dates?
Yeah….been lied to about feelings. and I’d rather avoid that
if you’re single right now, do you wish you were in a relationship? I’m….dating but not exclusive…. um…I do wish that I was though.
what are the positive points about being single? No one to worry about
what are the negative points about being single? One gets lonely, no one is worried for me.
when single, do you often find yourself longing for companionship? All the time
how well do you handle rejection? well enough.
do you miss your last sweetie? …..I had a few. Donnie is my friend…. Damien…..very much…..
do you think it’s better to look for love or let it find you? I don’t bother looking anymore, it’s painful. Let it find me if it wants me.
what’s the longest relationship you’ve ever been in? three weeks.
the shortest? four days?
do you think couples should spend a very large amount of time together or space things out a tad?
separation makes the heart grow fonder does it not? Clingy couples are rather… digsusting
have you ever found yourself worrying about commitment? never had to
when involved with a person, do you try to think about the here and now or do you often think of the future?
there may not be any future, so I don’t think about it
how do you prefer to handle disagreements? I stay quiet and seethe silently
how do you feel when your mate is mad at you and won’t tell you why?
Miserable and small.
do you have a crush right now? do they know? a-ah…perhaps….. and I kinda…let him know….in my own way ///////
what’s the longest period of time you’ve ever had a crush? 14 years? not long considering how old I am.
have you ever confessed your feelings to a crush? yes, turned out horribly and ruined our friendship.
do you tell a lot of people when you have a crush? no!
has someone who had a crush on you ever confessed to you? k-kinda?
how do you feel about long-distance relationships?
they seem lonely, but I think if I could see him every other week, I could handle it.
have you ever pined for someone when you’re not around them?
would you get involved with someone if they had a child already? I love kids, but that depends on the situation with the mother. I don’t want any…..what do they call it? “baby momma drama”?
what would you do if you got pregnant while in a relationship? …. I…don’t think that’s possible…..
would you get involved with someone if they were previously married?
how big of an issue is religion to your compatibility?
I don’t care, just don’t talk to me about it.
how big of an issue to you is your mate’s ethnicity? I don’t care.
in a potential mate, how important is intelligence to you? very, intelligent conversation is so nice, and if I’m going to date this person that’s something I’d like
in a potential mate, how important is a sense of humor to you? At least take a joke. But even cheesey jokes can be endearing, not a stick in the mud though.
what makes your heart flutter and brings a big cheesy smile to your face?
Being held close, being told I’m needed, loved, wanted. ….I actually like being played music. It’s very endearing. dancing close as well.
what was your first kiss like? …… with an incubus and rushed ;;;;
what part of a person’s body do you find most attractive? eyes, mouth, collar bone, and jaw
what’s the first thing you look at when you look at someone you’re attracted to? their eyes and mouth
how important are the looks of a mate’s face to you? well not really, the personality really attracts me.
how important are the looks of a mate’s body to you? …um…. I’d like him to take care of himself, eat right and go for a walk at least, otherwise I don’t care.
when you kiss someone for the first time, is it usually you who initiates it or the other? It’s been me before, but I prefer he start it, that way I know the feelings are mutual
have you ever casually made out with someone who you weren’t seriously involved with? ……y-yeah, though I’m not proud of that.
were you single at the time? yes.
what are your ticklish areas?
why is this a question??? *sighs* everywhere.
what do you most like about making out? the taste of the other person, the closeness
are you a virgin? yes and no? I wasn’t, and then I got a new body, so I am again?
if not, would you consider your first time to have been a good one?
…………….I want to say no, just because of who it was with but yes, it was really good >///A///>
how old were you when you lost your virginity? 297
have you ever had sex with someone you loved? no.
have you ever turned down an offer for sex? no, because no one asks. though i would now.
how much do you think sex changes a relationship? deepens it, so yes it changes it a lot.
on a scale from 1 to 10 [10 being the highest] how would you rate your sexual attractiveness?
7? I don’t know…
how do you feel about casual sex? I’m not keen on it
would you stay with a lover if the love stopped but the sex was still enjoyable? not willingly
would you stay with a lover if the sex stopped/got boring but there was still love? indefinitely.
do you believe in love? yes
do you believe in love at first sight? no.
has someone ever told you they loved you? yes, he lied.
have you ever told someone you loved them and meant it? yes
have you ever told someone you loved them and not meant it? no
are you a monogamous person or do you believe in open-ended relationships? monogamous. I’d like to think that I am enough for my lover
have you ever been married? no
do you plan on having children someday? not really.
have you ever had your heart broken? yes.
have you ever been dumped? I have
have you ever dumped someone? no.
have you ever mutually broken up with someone? yes, he had to leave and I had to stay, we broke it off
has a romantic companion ever made you cry? yes.
have you ever made a romantic companion cry? I don’t think so….
have you ever had an emotional pain so bad it made you sick or physically hurt?
have you ever been unfaithful? no. Nor would i ever.
have you ever been cheated on? not that i am aware of
have you ever learned an important lesson as a result of a break up? Don’t pursue anything if he says he doesn’t like you like that. It will only end badly. In this case, heartbreak, the end of a friendship, attempted murder and death.
have you ever gotten back together with someone after breaking up? no
did it work? —-
do you believe there’s hope for people after they get back together or do you think the same problems that caused the initial break up will resurface? It won’t work, try as hard as you may it most likely won’t
have you ever broken up with someone and remained friends afterward? I tried, but it was always painful.
have you ever longed to get back together with someone? yes, so badly.
a-ah….neither have really asked me out officially, just on little dates. I don’t know Arpeggio that well, and Cornix is very very dear to me. Right now, if I had to choose, it’d be Cornix
I don’t have a preference. I guess whatever is available.
Why does this feel like it’s a sexual question?
Yes, I like all sweets. OvO
I like men, though they don’t seem to feel the same *snorts* I’ll probably just stay alone
We never actually went out. I followed him, and he was my…Master for some time *coughs* That is far, far behind us. Have your fun with him.